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• right now

  June 21, 2011

  It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live

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• 10 day challenge

  March 15, 2011

  Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot…

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• waste

  March 20, 2010

  My doctor told me last week i may not be able to ever have kids..and if i do manage to somehow get knocked up i will most likely miscarry..and if by some stroke of luck i didn't i will have to have a c-section.. in those few moments my whole identity was taken from me,…

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• medicated

  March 15, 2010

  Seems like my life is all about my pills wake up..sleep..take pills rather, rinse, repeat. I feel like there is no mystery left in life any more..which means i have to make my own... the devil made me do it I think I'm bored..i need a change...i need something...this cant go on forever can it?&he...

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• infected

  March 15, 2010

  I'm...infected I'm infected by your genetics Shilo, I'm the doctor Shilo, I'm your father Oh, Shilo, that was close! Take your medicine I'm infected by your genetics Shilo, you're my patient Shilo, be more patient You have limitations, don't go chasing flies I must be protective You cannot be rec...

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• weight loss surgery

  May 26, 2009

  So I've been meaning to write about this...I just have been debating on if I should share such a personal part of myself... you tell someone you are getting WLS and you are judged and told that you are lazy and taking the easy way out..they don't care that I have worked with my doctor…

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• “Stop looking over your shoulder”

  August 26, 2008

  The paths we walked are long since buried, under sand and snow and my own promise. I didn't want forgive, it broke me those moments. And like all my promises regarding this, they are always forgotten. There was a time I would happily walk backwards, I would fall asleep scheming of ways to retrace...

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• post secret

  May 11, 2007

  I mailed one in but it didn't get posted and it's too personal for me not to post somewhere... I wish i called her more..saw her more..work wasn't that important..I will never forgive myself for not sparing more time..all she wanted was my time.. *Angel*

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• new bed

  May 2, 2007

  See Penny I am keeping up with my mojoing :) this will be a short update...just want to say I offically bought a bed! it will be here on sat I'm soooo excited here is what it looks like this: I feel so grown up *Angel*

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