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• Two and a half years

  November 2, 2013

  I left the manfriend. Like actually left him. Over a year ago. I've gone out with friends. I've met some new people. I've moved. I've waited and I've dated. I met a man in the spring who is going to be the father to my child more on that later I've left my job, the…

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• Regrets…

  November 2, 2013

  hush little baby 19 weeks ago I invited you into my world don't say a word into my bed mama's gonna buy you a mocking bird and then this little miracle happened if that mocking bird don't sing this baby that I never believed was meant to be mine mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring…

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• 21 cigarettes

  May 25, 2011

  Baby did a bad bad thing. No contact = No new hurts. Really need to remember that. I engaged in a ridiculous conversation about Michael Jackson with the ex today. I've been doing so well in just ignoring, keeping no contact in order to keep my sanity. He will continue to have a hold on…

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• Infidelity Diet

  May 23, 2011

  Since my final goodbye to the love of my life I've lost 8 lbs. I will call it the infidelity diet as he is an infidel. His 2 new girlfriends don't know about each other yet, but they will. He was never good at hiding his whores. I'm hoping to lose another 10lbs before I…

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• 05/22/2011

  May 21, 2011

  [Time is gonna take my mind and carry it far away where I can fly] We went dancing tonight. [The depth of life will dim the temptation to live for you] I watched jealously as the men held their partners close to the slow songs [If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears]…

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• Dilemma of Sorts…

  May 19, 2011

  I am absolutely not ready to date again. It's only been 3 weeks since the ultimate downfall of the manfriend and I   However... It seems as though I have 2 gentlemen callers who have been "waiting" for the demise of my romantic connection. The first is absolutely not my type, ...

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• I am

  May 17, 2011

  allergic to degreaser a good "talker" a great singer a passionate lover a caring friend overweight under loved extra fun world renowened certified in 1st Aid able to value others legally blind lonely addicted to broccoli broken a quick shot a poet loyal to a fault a daughter size 7 tire...

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• 4 years ago

  May 16, 2011

  I started yet another diary. this diary... It seems I started a new diary each time I caught him cheating. I'm back here because I left. I truly left him and I can never go back.   Since Jennifer, "my love" fell in love with at least 5 other women although I'm sure there are m...

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• 1665845

  December 10, 2007

  I'll find him.Even if I have to be sneaky.

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