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• Today is my birthday

  November 11, 2013

  Today is my birthday.  I threw a party and no one came. Isn't that sad ? Just kidding about throwing a party. There would be no one to invite if I did. Most of my family is deceased and the rest live far away. I did get a few b-day wishes on face book. Better…

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• CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE ???

  September 12, 2013

   Has anyone reading this ever had or knows of someone who has had chf ? A retired nurse friend of mine thinks I may have this. Any comments would be appreciated. ?

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• Drained

  September 3, 2013

   Today I am emotionally,  physically and mentally drained. I haven't been sleeping much in weeks and it's taking it's toll. I still have severe back pain and now my sore throat won't let me sleep. I, m dealing with the loss of my friend, but still think of her every day. I have a strong...

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• 08/28/2013

  August 27, 2013

   Just wanted to thank those of u that responded to my last entry and your show of concern and support. I still can't sleep much, maybe catch an hour or two on the couch, but when I go to bed, my mouth gets real dry and my throat, and I start to cough and clear…

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• CANCER WON

  August 27, 2013

   I just lost my best childhood friend to cancer. My heart is very heavy. She fought it as hard as she could, but that damn monster won out. I can't stand to see or hear that word. RIP my dear friend. I won't say goodbye to you, instead I will say "I'll be seeing you."

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• Thank yous are in order

  August 4, 2013

   Just wanted to thank those of u that responded to my last entry and your show of concern and support. I still can't sleep much, maybe catch an hour or two on the couch, but when I go to bed, my mouth gets real dry and my throat, and I start to cough and clear…

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• Missed Birthday

  August 1, 2013

   Today is my companion/caregivers b-day, and there was nothing I could do for him or give him due to me not being able to get out. He understands, but I feel so bad. We have been together for almost 40 years and when I was young and in good health, he got the works, gift,…

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• Sleepless Days & Sleepless Nights

  July 30, 2013

   Can't sleep to save my soul. Getting pretty run down feeling.  To much on my mind.

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• Very, very bad day

  July 19, 2013

   I am feeling very bad today. Don't think I will be able to live much longer. I am so fed up with sleepless nights, pain and well, just everything. Just life in general. 

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