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• Silence is golden, I guess

  June 17, 2025

  I'm still reeling about what you said to make me feel like my feelings and passions are wrong. You came across as saying because of my beliefs, I shouldn't have my particular opinions on what I care about. I should only feel one way. I understand it to a point, but it still felt one-sided…

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• Mirage

  June 12, 2025

  Like a devil, I can entice you with the art of my words   Comfort you like a bed of silk or light you up in all your longing places.   You imagine my body soft and safe.   You hope my smile is sweet like cherries.   You wonder how I taste. I know…

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• I’m the problem

  June 11, 2025

  I was apparently due for a mental breakdown, as that was what happened last night. I have been feeling so much lately and with so much going on, I felt it all heavy inside me. My mind and body could no longer hold it in.   I feel "better" now. I feel lighter. I describe…

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• The Quiet Storm

  June 11, 2025

  She is soft-spoken thunder. A woman of wild feeling trapped in a world that measures only what it can hear. Around her, emotions bloom like bruises--vivid, aching, invisible. She walks gently through chaos, collecting the pain of others as if her own heart were made to carry it all. She longs to ...

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• Too much

  June 5, 2025

  My emotions run deep. You won't know me by just skimming my surface. I crave real presence yet I'll hide from it. You will have to understand my thoughts and my moods when I'm silent. Like a mind reader, which such a person doesn't exist. My sensuality is not only physical, it resides in my…

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• Words forever left unsaid

  June 1, 2025

  He doesn't see it.   The way I hang on his words like scripture.   He doesn't know the feeling he gives me.   Just his very being, unravels me when he doesn't even try.   He talks to me as a steady figure, like I'm safe and familiar, but not as the woman he…

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• Why didn’t I?

  May 29, 2025

  Nights like these cause me to think about why I didn't do it. I had the knife to my wrist. The spot at the lake where the sunset gleamed so peacefully above the water, calling me to enter it and let the water fill my lungs.   I think things would've been fine. Yes, there…

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• My loss was their gain

  May 28, 2025

  They got exactly what they wanted.   I expected the anger. They told me grief comes in waves. But no one warned me how hot it burns. He was always solid, like a rock. When the storms would come he would stand, unmoved. He was safety. He was a superhero. When he left, he took…

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• One more

  May 26, 2025

  In the hush of the midnight Fingertips and skin Want and desire intertwine Thinking of him A man of her imagination A ghost of a smile pressed against her throat And every breath she takes The air thickens with what could His hands be fabricated with tenderness The weight of his devised gaze Pull...

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