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Million miles away

May 18, 2025
I am miles away from where I once stood. This girl on facebook I went highschool wrote, I dont understand why woman are single. It bothered me, that is my least stress, I am so sick I am waking up 3-30 times, I despite 3 surgeries having issues still, not as bad, lot of issues…
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