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• Just because….

  May 13, 2009

  It's been a few months since I poked on here...Still things are quakable--( you know easily stirred, shaken or rattled :P) otherwise I have been in a much better mood, state of mind, and mostly a better self. It has been really hard to tumble some of my *harder* walls, they are crumbling slowly, ...

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• Long Haul

  September 3, 2008

  Trudgingly I go...and it does get easier, yet still...the tugs are there and the aches...pangs of needs , wants and desires that for now, will never be sated.  Life is ok..it has found some sense of reality finally...the darkness its there but being abated by the new light ahead.  I t c...

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• stuff for the day

  May 6, 2008

  I t's hard to think the things the lurk in dark corners...you ponder them and they come back..relentlessly exposing bone to be picked upon by vultures....so eager, and happy to find raw meat to treasure for themselves.    Seldom do they allow your words to be heard, for that alone....

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• the dark

  May 6, 2008

  Distant thunderroars in your earSudden lighteningblinds your sightcoven of darknessenvelops your beingis it safe?wrong or right?is it...wrong or right?

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• It’s Spring…..

  April 19, 2008

  You ramble along, and the cool breeze blows through your hair, the sun at your back..and you know it feels like  you can walk around the world, you find this sweet place with smell of food cooking and the bottles of beer clinking, just a stop on the road of life .... Here we sitthe…

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• Just a *buzz*

  March 6, 2008

  Been awhile, and, maybe thats a good thing for once in my day....I can't say the writing bug has bitten my ear off more than once, just to lazy really to initiate it :Panyways..I think this post is just in time for the *standard* --u been gone to long per the site saysso here I…

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• as life goes by

  December 13, 2007

  The mumble -jumbled hey-day goes...and things look like clowns dancing....no one hears me cry...the tears fall..and shatter....the screams inside echo on...and the laughter reverberates...reaching out and holding threads...thin little shreds of whats left...looking back..so hard..facing forward u...

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• Meaning of time…

  October 24, 2007

  Things go past and life past so fast...i dream it could stop be halted, jsut for a day, and let that one day be the 100 i long to spend with you....never will it be it seems, as the flying door swings closed, again my passage to the nether has abated and gone by...I am…

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• In to the Dark…..or not

  September 7, 2007

  I have found a door..a passage way passed over for thought it meant nothing...once thru i was blinded, the light....heat...reverberated..then faded ..the nothing came again and swallowed it whole...its dreamy here...and things fade and touch--softly brushing against the spirit sending fiery elect...

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