I am a high school teacher in the Bronx.
I love my husband but am unsure about my marriage.
I struggle with depression and anxiety, but believe I am a happy person at heart - or could be.
I have a cat and a dog, and they make a lot of things better.
This is the most honest self-description I can and have ever written about myself.

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Some asshole.

May 20, 2019
Well, this is embarrassing. I was woken up Sunday morning by a slew of dirty messages and dick pics from various different numbers. I picked the tamest "How's it going" text and responded to the sender, asking where he had gotten my number from. OkCupid, he responds. What the heck, I text back. T...
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