Recent Entries

• Mad

  October 4, 2013

  Nowadays, I look at him and think to myself, "I'm so tired of waiting." No, I don't just think to myself. I say it out loud, in other ways. But no, he can't care less. 28th September, his extended family had a birthday celebration for his grandmother. I sat beside little Chloe and talke...

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• 06/14/2013

  June 13, 2013

  When I saw SQ's note and when D asked me how I was cause of the previous entry she had read, I realised how I always write only when I'm upset. When the days are good, I seldom pop by OD anymore. It has become a place I enter when I'm so down the urge…

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  May 17, 2013

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• In a loop.

  May 4, 2013

  The woes I had as a teenage girl growing up in a dysfunctional family have come back to haunt me once more. The thing I have always wanted to escape from the most has always been what I was born with,  born into.  We have had our ups too, this family, a long time ago. …

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• 03/24/2013

  March 23, 2013

  Emotional yesterday. Don't know where to start. So many things to say. But we're always silent.

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• 07/08/2012

  July 7, 2012

  The main class I'm taking, though not my form class, has been giving me a hard time, and I feel so demoralised after every lesson. On Friday, the lack of progress with them left me close to tears. There is this boy in the class, problematic would be an understatement... I've heard that his parent...

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• Positivity

  June 23, 2012

  I just realised that I have not written since February.. Since then, I have completed my NIE training, including the 10 weeks of practicum, and am now a full-fledged primary school teacher. And school starts tomorrow. No form class of my own, which is disappointing, and no English despite my...

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• 02/26/2012

  February 25, 2012

  There's so much you can do, but so little you're willing to do for me voluntarily. Is it too much to even hope that you would be concerned for my safety, to want to protect me from harm? The other day 3S just said to me that you're already a very good boyfriend, to be able…

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• 01/25/2012

  January 24, 2012

  This is a very packed semester at NIE, with 15 odd big and small assignments to complete in 6 weeks, plus presentations for some of them. It's gonna be crazy. In other news, I've asked to have my Sat lessons at the tuition centre stopped. The class size has dwindled down this year to only an...

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