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• More memories

  November 20, 2009

  There were a lot of things I still wanted to do with my father. The plan was to drive aroundthe scottish highlands on a motorcycle. He kept pushing me and my brother to get our license so we could go. My brothers, my father and me were planning on going away a weekend each year.…

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• My father has died

  November 18, 2009

  I just came back from the hospital were I saw my father die. A few hours ago a couple of policeman came at my door and said my father had been in an accident and was in critical condition. I rushed to the hospital were a nurse apprised me of the situation. I wasledto a small…

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• Alcohol

  June 12, 2009

  29-05-2001 I always said I would write something about alcohol so here goes.   I myself use a lot of alcohol, both because I like the taste, it is cheap (especially when it is free) and I like the effect it has on me. Strangely enough I never think about the next morning when I…

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• Update2

  June 12, 2009

  16-11-2001   Well, I think it is time for an update. The last 2 months have been though, not physically but mentally. I’m still busy with Lise although after her last message I doubt that will continue. I have started talking to my father again and I am busy with my work. All this ensu...

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• US

  June 12, 2009

  29-05-2001   I am compelled to write something about the US again. Although I first refused to write about the presidential elections I just can’t resist the temptation.   The thing that struck me most is that the US, the capital of democracy, is actually the most dictatorial stat...

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• Window of opportunity

  June 12, 2009

  09-09-2001 I have had many conversations with a friend of mine about the window of opportunity as he calls it. It means that from the moment a girl shows interest in you, you only have a certain amount of time to react before she looses interest and you can pack your bags and go home.…

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• Abandon all hope

  June 12, 2009

  29-05-2001 Hope has always been the thing that kept me going. No matter how bad my life got or no matter how worse I felt I always had the hope that ‘tomorrow’ would be better and eventually everything would be all right.   Off course a little voice in my head was telling me that...

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• Apologies

  June 12, 2009

  29-05-2001 After my last entry I decided to explain my view about apologies. Frankly, I hate them and I myself never use them. I can understand why other people apologize when they have done someone ‘wrong’ but the fact it that I find a to easy way out.   There is nothing easier ...

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• Visions

  June 12, 2009

  08-11-2001   I’m in a strange mood today, like I’m living a dream. Nothing seems real or important. It feels like I’m watching life pass by from a distance, like watching a movie. I can remember everything I have done today yet I lack any feelings towards those events. I kn...

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