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20 Years

April 17, 2018
Twenty years ago this coming weekend, I tossed myself into a pit, fought through hell, and came back out. Well…….found myself in ICU.   April is an interesting month for me. Spring begins and life returns. Yet, I always find myself broody and ill tempered. I pull away and am generally cranky...
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