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November 5 2022

November 5, 2022
I want to destroy those people who have wronged me. I want them to feel how it feels to be wronged so badly. They shouldn't be laughing. They should cry and scream. I hate them.
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  • November 4 2022
    November 4, 2022
    Whenever I think nothing more can go wrong god proves me wrong. Days are getting worse and worse. There's no improvement. I miss the old times when everything was normal. I want to run away. From this world. I am fed up.
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  • November 3 2022
    November 3, 2022
    Why is it always like this? every time when I try to swim my way up, a surge of wave pushes me back to the pit.  I don't want to sink. But as days are passing I am sinking deeper and deeper.
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  • october 29 2022
    October 29, 2022
    I want to graduate from school as fast as possible. I don't want to stay here. I hate seeing those people who say one thing in front me but feels another thing. Mainly I don't want to face her. I am tired of remembering shits. I want to start anew and go somewhere where no…
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  • october 26 2022
    October 26, 2022
    People love defining things. They want to define everything. Other people, emotions, illness, relations and many other things. I don't like definitions. What's the need of it? If I am showing any signs of mental illness I will call myself sick or tired. I don't want anyone to tell me I have "ADHD...
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  • october 25 2022
    October 25, 2022
    why does she behave so rudely with me? what did I do wrong? why is she like that? I want to know my fault.
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  • october 22 2022
    October 22, 2022
    the parents actually loves the idea of their child not what their child really is like or what they want. They cling to the idea of their child, the idea of who they are. anything off script feels like disobedience to them.
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  • october 21 2022
    October 21, 2022
    My mother today told me that I'm a curse in her life. I should have never been born. I didn't ask to be born. I don't want to be here too. It's their fault. It's not my fault that her life is like this. she is not suffering alone, I am also suffering. why do…
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  • october 20 2022
    October 20, 2022
    I want to die. Everything is suffocating me.
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  • october 17 2022
    October 17, 2022
    I don't have any will to live on. People have dreams which they want to fulfil or someone close whom they can't leave behind. I don't have any dreams or someone who will miss me if I am gone. Every night I hope that I wouldn't wake up this time but I always do. While…
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