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• Ya, you’re f*cked alright…

  May 7, 2012

  Christ, Christ, Christ, Christ. There is something seriously WRONG with me! Why, why, WHY does this ALWAYS happen?! So, here it is: I am in a relationship. Hooray! With the guy that I thought I had permanently screwed it up with. Hooray! Everything is finally coming all together, right? Wrong. SO...

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• Our poor hearts crave…

  November 11, 2011

  What happens when you realize that you have feelings for someone you already screwed it up with? Sure, I can pretend nothing is wrong, everything is just as it always has been. I'm good at pretending. But when I think of him with someone else, I get this heavy feeling in my gut. I don't…

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• The Scapegoat

  October 15, 2011

  I had no idea. How was I supposed to know when no one talks to me? Why is it that when people say "friendship is a two way street", one party is always more at fault then another? Why is it always me? When contact gets a little strained, it's because of me. If life…

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• Nothing compares, no worries or cares…

  October 14, 2011

  Diary, is there something wrong with me? Am I really as ugly as I claim to believe I am? And if I'm not, does that mean that the thing that puts men off is my personality? So, does this mean that I'm ugly inside AND out?   I'm twenty years old. I've had only two…

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• Round.

  January 21, 2011

  My dad's an ass. My dad's a jerk. I really kind of hate my dad.       Oh, and I had a dream about having an aneurysm. Should I feel guilty that I was okay with that?      

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• The Misery Chick

  January 5, 2011

  Ah, the first day of the new school term fastly approaches. And with it the return of Hermit!Shanleigh, that dark, fearsome thing that absorbs her social life. This disturbing creature brings with it a toxic cloud of procrastination and slight depression. It also makes her feel absolutely useless...

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• Keep it sassy! Keep it classy!

  November 25, 2010

  Hello diary. Now, bear with me, I have no idea where this train of thought came from, but it hasn't left my head for a few hours now. I know that I have a reputation for not following stereotypical gender roles. I am a feminist, not a freaky I-refuse-to-shave-my-legs-because-that-is-what-THE-MAN-...

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• Wasn’t born for the rose and pearl…

  October 22, 2010

  (Disclaimer: short little ranty/whiny note ahead) So I think it is official: I am the only one of my friends to not be in a relationship. That is super harsh to find out. I woke up this morning, you know, feelin' fine and all that. Realized that it was Saturday, also known as Falen's girlfriend's...

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• This is one unhappy diva…

  October 4, 2010

  I realize that I am incredibly lucky to be able to go on trips with my family every couple years. I know that there are many people out there who can't afford to go on trips, and I am very grateful for my lot in life. But there are times where I get so freaking…

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