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day 6

June 5, 2024
I feel horrible, miserable and even music doesnt help anymore. should i just go and die?
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  • day 5
    May 31, 2024
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  • day 4
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    Hate my mom so much.. I forgot my keys so i soudnt enter my home so i went to my grandams home to ask for keys but she wasnt home eitehr so I entered her house and waited for either my mom to come home or my grandma. But when my mom called me she…
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  • Day 3
    May 27, 2024
    I missed it yesterday because i fell asleep so ill have to write it today in the morning. why am I so fuking forgetful. cant even remember things like wirting a short summary of my day. i don't remember much from yesterday. or at least my life was pretty boring. except one part. when I…
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    May 25, 2024
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    May 24, 2024
    today was boring, as always. woke up, skipped breakfast like I always do, went to school, skipped lunch, went to my afterschool activities and them home. my life is so boring I don't even know what to write here. For some reason laying in my dark room without any thought is something I like to&he...
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    May 23, 2024
    I have finally found a website where I can do this. I know no one will read this but I dont give a fuck. if I die this will be at least the last thing ill leave behind. I honestly have no idea what else to write here...
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