Just a 40 year old gal going through a divorce and using OD as a coping mechanism.

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The Devil Couldn’t Reach Me.

October 8, 2025
It's now been almost two months since I left my husband. I still can't believe it. I am still in awe that I was able to find the strength and courage to get away from him. However, there have been some developments... We have been meeting up for sex. I know, I know...why? Well, I'm…
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