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• memories

  September 18, 2019

  my mother died 4 years ago today...

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• yesterday

  September 17, 2019

  my son would have been 34 today....

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• time on my side

  September 16, 2019

  genetics has me at a disadvantage... i am diabetic as we all know... so here in lies the rub... soon very soon i am going to be prone to stroke, heart attack, loss of limb, and any number of disease... i am at a loss to understand what might happen if this were to happen…

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• its a heartbreak

  September 15, 2019

  i am on 3 anti depression meds and one anti psychotic... i am so medicated that it is impossible to feel pain... i dream that i'm settin in a nice green field the wind blowing gentle and i can hear a church bell off in the distance... jasper walks up beside me and we set…

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• everybodys working for the weekend

  September 13, 2019

  got a new phone this morning... its an upgraded model of my old one... cost twice as much as my old one... its bigger.... i lost the pictures of my Jasper i had on it... mixed blessing on this the day of Jason Vorheys...

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• telephone line

  September 13, 2019

  guess what happens when you roll over your phone with a forklift...

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• Heaven

  September 12, 2019

  seven months have passed... my son is not coming back... some days its hard to breathe without him...

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• question of balance

  September 11, 2019

  it seems i only had the 3 day zombie virus... the fun part is that my insurance company refuses to cover my insulin... pretty sure thats not legal... they will cover my mood meds... i'll have a stroke but i wont seem to mind i guess... i got a gnute... i call him tiny... because…

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• better days

  September 8, 2019

  my transformation from human to zombie is complete... all i care to do is lay in bed and eat gummy brains and watch bad zombie movies on youtube... i am The Working Dead...  

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