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  • my fathers eyes
    May 18, 2019
    i got a call from my sister today on my lunch break... my fathers doctors are taking him off his parkensons meds... the disease has progressed to the point where they no longer work... he will be given ant anxiety meds and pain meds but nothing more... his doctors are thinking 6 moths left of&hel...
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  • alone again naturally
    May 17, 2019
    i stood in the glow of a street lamp as the first storms of the season came thru... the rain fell hard and cold, stinging little spiders on my nerve ends... the sky blinked black to white then back again, night exposed by a flash of light like a child sneaking out of the house...…
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  • cradle to the grave
    May 16, 2019
    Never feed your children cinnamon rolls... the cinnamon can cause intestinal pollups... cant say that i blame her for being a bad mother... she was a dumpster fire as a wife... Bo will have to spend a few days at st. catherines to get rid of the illness... he will be fine and home soon...
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  • nobodys fool
    May 15, 2019
    got a call from the doctor... Bo has tumors on his intestines... the did a biopsy to see if it is cancer... i'm not holding my breath...  
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  • coming undone
    May 14, 2019
    Bo is sick... he has to spend the night at St. Catherine's... my heart is breaking... its way too soon to lose another child...
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  • whats love got to do with it
    May 11, 2019
    Do i love her... i know i used to... before i came to know the utter lie that she was... that my marriage was... 32 years of my life wasted... 32 years, 42 others... i knew of a few but not the extent... do i love her... i dont even know her... i tried my…
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  • little lies
    May 10, 2019
    i just spent the last hour and seventeen minutes on line looking at theories on sex addiction... they all say the the so called person who is afflicted with it cant say no to sexual advances... i know its a lie... she had no problem telling me no... there is a disease for every sin…
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  • fool for your loving
    May 9, 2019
    in response to my last update... why does she keep running back to me? i feel like her favorite toy, or her safety net... not like a real boy at all....
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  • turn the page
    May 9, 2019
    had a bad day at work... everything failed... 2 hours of overtime stewing over how badly i did... got home to find her setting on the stoop... her newest victim threw her away... he didnt like that she kept running to me... i wanted to be kind and was not... she left in tears... now…
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