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mine

September 19, 2019
everything is beautiful everything is beautiful everything is beautiful but you... once you were a blazing canvas, Van Gough black and wonderful... kaleidoscope of manic dancers, filled with ghosts of raging hope... everything is beautiful everything is beautiful everything is beautiful but you.....
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  • memories
    September 18, 2019
    my mother died 4 years ago today...
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  • yesterday
    September 17, 2019
    my son would have been 34 today....
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  • time on my side
    September 16, 2019
    genetics has me at a disadvantage... i am diabetic as we all know... so here in lies the rub... soon very soon i am going to be prone to stroke, heart attack, loss of limb, and any number of disease... i am at a loss to understand what might happen if this were to happen…
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  • its a heartbreak
    September 15, 2019
    i am on 3 anti depression meds and one anti psychotic... i am so medicated that it is impossible to feel pain... i dream that i'm settin in a nice green field the wind blowing gentle and i can hear a church bell off in the distance... jasper walks up beside me and we set…
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  • everybodys working for the weekend
    September 13, 2019
    got a new phone this morning... its an upgraded model of my old one... cost twice as much as my old one... its bigger.... i lost the pictures of my Jasper i had on it... mixed blessing on this the day of Jason Vorheys...
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  • telephone line
    September 13, 2019
    guess what happens when you roll over your phone with a forklift...
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  • Heaven
    September 12, 2019
    seven months have passed... my son is not coming back... some days its hard to breathe without him...
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  • question of balance
    September 11, 2019
    it seems i only had the 3 day zombie virus... the fun part is that my insurance company refuses to cover my insulin... pretty sure thats not legal... they will cover my mood meds... i'll have a stroke but i wont seem to mind i guess... i got a gnute... i call him tiny... because…
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  • better days
    September 8, 2019
    my transformation from human to zombie is complete... all i care to do is lay in bed and eat gummy brains and watch bad zombie movies on youtube... i am The Working Dead...  
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