Recent Entries

• Holy Crap, Finally.

  October 20, 2012

  So, I'm back. Let's fill you all in on the details in a short, simple manner. My computer crashed, spent a couple hundred dollars trying to salvage it, nothing worked. Stopped working at McDonalds, couldn't afford any more repairs. Went a long time without any computer, kinda went crazy. Started ...

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• Sick.

  February 27, 2012

  Tired, sore, itchy, stuffed up, breathless, speechless, groggy, mopey, dopey, sick. Sick. For weeks, I've been laying in bed with nothing to do but watch old episodes of Community and Breaking Bad, so now I've decided to finally update all of you on what's been going on. Ever since I've gotten ba...

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• Rewritten

  January 15, 2012

  I've opened this page and written this entry about 5 or 6 times now. Every time I think I have it, I decide it's not good enough and just toss out the entire thing. So, I made it back from Chicago. I had a really great trip, and it was really nice to finally meet Kayla in person.&h...

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• Make it a Coke Zero.

  December 12, 2011

  "Hello, welcome to McDonalds, what can I get for you this evening?" "I'll have a Quarter Pounder." "Alright, anything else?" "No... wait. Make it a meal." "Alright." "Actually, a double quarter pounder." "Alright, still a meal?&quot...

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• It’s Been Too Long

  November 26, 2011

  I'll start off by saying sorry for not writing for so long. I don't really have a proper excuse, but then again, I've never really had a set schedule for updating my OD. The last few weeks, or even months really, have just been so chaotic. Kayla, let's start there. She's a lovely girl I…

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• NoJoMo #1

  October 31, 2011

  Well, here goes nothing. I've decided after all this time to do NoJoMo, One entry a day for the entire month of November. Hopefully I can pull this off, and I apologize ahead if I fail. I love this time of the year. Winter has always been the happiest time of the year for me.…

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• The Smile That Brightens My Day.

  September 11, 2011

  Today's mood music is a classic: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se9rfWucgeY So, I find myself in love. It's all just happened so fast, I have no idea what to think of all of it. It seems like I just got to the point in life where I was done with love. After this string of terrible, horrible relat...

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• Narrating Anxiety.

  August 30, 2011

  Lots happened since the last time you read this diary. I'm on workers compensation because I fucked up my arm liftng some boxes, and now have a sprained rotator cuff in my right shoulder. I can barely use my right arm at all. Anything more than rotating my wrist and typing hurts incredibly badly....

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• Therapist, Writing, and Depression.

  August 22, 2011

  Today's mood music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-S4nM5m_Kg&list=FLm7uG-gBTTxrbip3WJGSugg&13 I went to see a Therapist last Thursday. His name is Ed Sullivan, and he's a nice enough guy. I shocked him by delving right into my problems. I think he expected the usual "I'm depressed ...

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