Recent Entries

• The End

  July 7, 2024

  Today is the last entry I shall ever have.   Life is really unpredictable. But sometimes we need face the facts and reality.   With the sadness, I wish all the best to you

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• I hurt her

  July 4, 2024

  All was fine till the evening where a call came and disrupted. Our meet up came to a halt and I hurt her again. I let her down with my personal issues and left her feeling down. I really wished that all this could be reversed so that it would not have happened. We spent…

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• First Hiking

  July 2, 2024

  Although we hiked as a group it was a great experience. The small umbrella is one of the funniest moments during our hike together. The expression when you saw my umbrella was so funny. I also appreciate that you find the moment to snap a photo of us. You were so thoughtful. I really enjoyed…

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• Worried but why am I so worried

  June 30, 2024

  I think I am worried not cause of the changes.  But cause what happens after the changes. Am I fighting this alone? I used to think I am not fighting alone.  But I am worried I am.  Used to have assurance from someone, telling me don't worry.  I will be there. But no more such…

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• Understanding Her

  June 30, 2024

  Today I made her angry. I was not sensitive to her and made some remarks about me chatting with someone else. I thought I should share with her but I think I overlooked her feelings on this. Am so sorry. I think our mindset is different. As I long hoped to know about hers but…

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• Being Happy

  June 28, 2024

  Being happy is enjoying the things around you. And I am now. I hope this last. I promise not to cross the line and I promise not to make you cry. Hearing you say that I need not make a decision makes me speechless as that is not what I mean. I just find it…

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• So Touched

  June 27, 2024

  I am really touched to read the words you sent me and appreciate that you care about me I think sometimes fate just toy us in whatever way it can. Let us be in situations that hinders happiness. It is easy to say that we need to fight for our own happiness. But sometimes the…

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• Best to not know?

  June 27, 2024

  Wasn't the way I wanted to end the night. But things sometimes just happen. In the home had a great quarrel, was having vertigo spells. And yet another bomb came my way. Quarreled about how I over react again when actually it was about me realising things I thought should be shared to me. Promise...

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• 4 months

  June 26, 2024

  Time flies so fast.  And I realised that we have been together for 4 months. This 4 months have not been the smoothest I would say as compared haha. But I would say it is a good way to get to know her and get to understand how much I love her. What started from…

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