I'm twenty five. I'm a female. I'm loud. Music, movies, and art are my life. I'm learning to love myself, day by day. I work too much. I've been a vegetarian for over twelve years. My boy and I are forever. I grew up in Minnesota and after moving to Seattle in 2004, I spent two years in California and then moved back to Seattle in March of 2008. Life hasn't always been easy, in fact it's been an uphill struggle for every inch, it seems, but most days it's worth it.
"Love of mine some day you will dieBut I'll be close behindI'll follow you into the dark.No blinding light or tunnels to gates of whiteJust our hands clasped so tightWaiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decideThat they both are satisfiedIlluminate the no's on their vacancy signsIf there's no one beside youWhen your soul embarksThen I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman ruleI got my knuckles brusied by a lady in blackAnd I held my toungue as she told me"Son fear is the heart of love"So I never went back
If heaven and hell decideThat they both are satisfiedIlluminate the no's on their vacancy signsIf there's no one beside youWhen your soul embarksThen I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to seeFrom Bangkok to CalgaryAnd the soles of your shoes are all worn downThe time for sleep is nowIt's nothing to cry aboutCause we'll hold each other soonThe blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decideThat they both are satisfiedIlluminate the no's on their vacancy signsIf there's no one beside youWhen your soul embarksThen I'll follow you into the darkThen I'll follow you into the dark."
I Will Follow You Into The Darkby Death Cab For Cutie
Me and Him
Madonna: "I got married for all the wrong reasons. My husband did not turn out to be everything I imagined him to be. I just wanted to end everything. There's no such thing as the perfect soul mate. Your soul mate is the person that pushes all your buttons - pisses you off on a regular basis. It's not easy having a good marriage but I don't want it easy. I thank God every day that I married a man who made me think. That's my definition of true love."
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08/13/2009
August 12, 2009
This week has been a roller coaster of epic proportions.From the Robinsons accepting our offer on their beautiful house, to my mother being a CRAZY BITCH, to me being sick as a dog for the last five days, to yesterday.. and that crushing disappointment.This has been what I'm politely referring to...Continue Reading... -
08/06/2009
August 5, 2009
We made an offer on a house on Tuesday night. It had just come on the market that afternoon, in fact, after we had already wrote an offer for a different house.By last night, the sellers had four OTHER offers, but.. they picked ours!!We're scheduling an inspection for this weekend and will be mov...Continue Reading... -
07/20/2009
July 19, 2009
Argh.We are working with a mortgage lender, trying to get approved before we start looking for houses.. and we got all of our financial documents for the past TWO YEARS together, but now we're running into problems faxing.Stupid faxes.I just want a house already :(Continue Reading... -
07/16/2009
July 15, 2009
The last few weeks, months have been a blur of summer. Parties, bbqs, trips to the park, bar lunches, lots of work, blah.I'm not updating because I have anything emotionally revealing to say.. I'm updating because I feel like I have to.Scott and I are looking at buying a house. We've been looking...Continue Reading... -
05/13/2009
May 12, 2009
Sometimes it snows in AprilSometimes I feel so bad, so badSometimes I wish that life was never endingBut all good things, they say, never last.Continue Reading... -
Velouria
March 17, 2009
I can't remember the last time I slept more than a handful of hours.. three weeks..? Four weeks? Last night I got about an hour, before waking up and not being able to go back to sleep until 6am. It's too bad I wake up for work at 630.I'm listening to The Pixies, I have…Continue Reading... -
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2/13/09
February 12, 2009
I don't know if today could even possibly get better.I'm sitting at my desk at 4pm with a drink in my hand.Delaine got fired this morning.All is right in the world.Continue Reading... -
2/10/09
February 9, 2009
I haven't written in a very, very long time.Life has been busy. Julie visited, work has been a crazy madhouse, the animals have been consuming lots of time, I've been knitting A LOT again. I learned how to knit a sock this weekend. Yay me!But, overall, things have been good. Really good. I stoppe...Continue Reading...