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• lyrics

  December 3, 2004

  I couldn't tell you why she felt that way But she felt it everyday. And I couldn't help herI just watched her make the same mistakes again.  What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home But nobody's homeIt's...

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• conclusion

  November 3, 2004

  7:50 am Thursday of 8th week right after the Republicans are reelected might not be the fairest time to come to this conclusion, but: I'm not happy. In general. I don't know what I want to change, but something isn't right.

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• leaving

  June 13, 2004

  "Five more minutes." I hugged him tight. "You'll have an awesome time...it's such a great trip. I'm so excited for you." "Yeah, it's really going to be great. I can't wait. I'll miss you though." "I'll miss you too." He took my face in his hands. "I just have one piece of advice for you,…

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• are you SERIOUS.

  June 7, 2004

  I worked harder over the past week than I have EVER worked. In my LIFE. I had so much work, and I was up so much and I was just exhausted. My mom called me Sunday to discuss plans for when I got home, and I said "Mom, I will be up for anything you want…

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• *snickers*

  June 1, 2004

  Ahahahaha. How much do I LOVE that my school plays the Hallelujah Chorus on the chapel bells at the end of the last day of school? Wheeee. Ha-llelujah! Ha-llelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Ha-lle-lu-jah! ....and still so much work....*sighs*

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• survey

  May 31, 2004

  Bold the ones that apply to you, leave the ones that don't alone, and then add one of your own on the end. This is proof of how desperate I am to procrastinate. I apologize. :-P 01. I am in high school.02. I'm such a bloody geek about British history.03. I find thick Romantic-era novels stra...

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• come take the light to darker parts…

  May 30, 2004

  You know those days where you just feel absolutely huge? Even just looking at yourself, you can't believe you weigh the same as you weighed yesterday? I just felt so massive today. I so strongly dislike body fat, its just gross. Dammit. And yet, what did I do? Have a smoothie, a handful of jellyb...

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• update

  May 26, 2004

  For some reason, I've not wanted to write in here lately. Maybe I'm finally realizing that OD fucks with communication when you use it as I do far too often. Of course, that makes it really hard for me to think of what I DO want to write in here. So I'm managing to make…

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• yep

  May 15, 2004

  All my life, it's been damn hard to find people whom I respect who respect me just as much. Maybe that's why I'm so in love with Aaron. Out.

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