Recent Entries

• 2/11/09

  February 10, 2009

  i am on the worlds most needed vacation. i am starting a new job in two weeks and am more than happy to have this rejuvinating time.   since my last entry my life has changed so much and i have no idea where its headed......oh to trust the universe on that   some good…

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• 11/25/08

  November 24, 2008

  In the past six months I have lost 48 pounds. That is almost 50. That is an insanely large number and I can't even believe I was that fat at one point. And I still have 33 pounds to go to reach my goal. When I reach my goal I will have lost a total…

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• 11/10/08

  November 9, 2008

  just when i think i can't take it anymore and i'm ready to give it all up he comes in with his flash of smile and saves teh day. i dont' know how he does it but he always catches me right before the fall    

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• 11/7/08

  November 6, 2008

  put it out into the universe and she'll maybe just send it to ya. i had to give it all away and get it all out and then it happened.... i was at work and all of a sudden i was overcome with emotion. one of the triplets is sitting on my lap and we're…

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• 11/7/08

  November 6, 2008

  put it out into the universe and she'll maybe just send it to ya. i had to give it all away and get it all out and then it happened.... i was at work and all of a sudden i was overcome with emotion. one of the triplets is sitting on my lap and we're…

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• give me…

  November 5, 2008

  give me   sundrenched saturated color and pink parasols and tambourines with ribbons swirling winding   give me   deep ocean, green ocean, blue ocean eternal never ending ocean   give me   shells and crystals and earrings and tattoos and bubblegum   give me   a ...

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• 10/27/08

  October 26, 2008

  just when i think i'm drowning and this is it the waves wash me ashore battered, bruised, hurting but somehow hopeful.   do you dare to hope? dare to stand up and pull the seaweed out of your hair? wash your broken shell bleeding cuts out in the salt water. do you let it sting…

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• y

  October 17, 2008

  listening to whatever you like and it is currently my ultimate fantasy as shallow as that is. its been shitty but that's nothing new. it just keeps getting worse. we've been living off one paycheck (mine) for a month and its just not working and i' am angry and stressed and depressed.   i al...

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• 9/20/08

  September 19, 2008

  welcome fall with its cold crispness and its slash of colors. welcome witches and ghost stories and up all night horror movie watching. welcome welcome welcome goodbye summer and the baptism of the ocean, the rich organic feel of everything. goodbye summer and the aftermath of big earrings, naked...

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