Recent Entries

• I will be coming home

  August 29, 2025

  I am surprised that OD is back. I wish I had known when it first relaunched. I would have been back sooner. So many things have happened since 2014. That’s 11 years! I don’t know where to start. That “just friends” I was always worried about? Yeah, he left me for her during one of…

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• Good Bye

  January 27, 2014

  Goodbye dear friend. OpenDiary, You've been here for the good and bad over the past decade + for me. I will miss you and think of you often.Love & Light. <3 Best wishes to a new tomorrow.

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• Ugh!

  January 21, 2014

  This past August my brother moved into an apartment basically on the other side of the fence, in our neighbor's yard. He gets SSI because he's got some disabilities...Though, he also milks everyone best he can and blames others for his problems. Like it's the Cat's fault that the litter box is ov...

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• Trying to stay patient…

  January 19, 2014

  Every day is difficult when you have kids and their great-grandparents living in the same house. We own the house now... Reality says we'll have Marc's grandparents here for the rest of their lives. I keep trying to be patient with them. I keep trying to let things roll off my back.But seriously?...

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• Slowly Making Changes!

  January 18, 2014

  I've decided I need to change things in my life. Not only by eating healthier, but by living healthier too. I am starting to keep track of my recipes, healthy and not... and I've started drinking water instead of sugary drinks through out the day. I'm trying to get my butt out and walk at…

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• A New Week

  January 12, 2014

  It's been 10 days since I "Officially" started my diet. Though my eating habits have changed slowly over the past 3 or 4 years. If I were to tell you four years ago, how I used to eat, you'd be surprised I was only the size I am... and not much MUCH larger. I first…

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• Challenges

  January 11, 2014

  People say you're only given what you can handle in life. I don't know how true that is, but it's like life tests the theory regularly. For instance, my PCOS with all the problems that go along with it. I don't feel as emotional today. My pain isn't as pronounce today. I think it'll be…

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• something needs to change

  January 10, 2014

  Seven years ago, I was a strong, independent woman. I worked full time, I was a single mother of two. I had my dog, and my routine. I was losing weight, mostly starving myself because I'd forget to eat. But I made time for my kids on our days off together, and we were mostly…

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• It’s cold in Connecticut

  January 7, 2014

  I know it's cold EVERYWHERE, but right now, I'm complaining about MY state... It's freaking COLD! Damn, the warmest it's been in the past 36+ hours is like 6 degrees, and it's windy outside... ugh! I don't want spring or summer... but I don't want below freezing! It's too cold... I just want cold...

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