These are merely the rantings and ravings of one man, a man who is normally introverted by nature, but yet, still bold enough to say and write things anonymously in this kind of online forum. I don't pull any punches and I make it a point to be real and upfront in every entry that I painstakingly write. While I'm not necessarily out to offend, belittle, or disrespect anyone or anything, I know that with the way that I write and communicate, there's always the potential for someone to get their feelings hurt. I may not spare your feelings, but in the end, you'll always know where I stand.

The Visionary has spoken. Thank you for stopping by. Get comfortable and please, by all means, enjoy the ride.

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Struggling, But Persevering

June 15, 2025
Today, I remained conflicted.  I went to work.  Did my seven hours and promptly called it a day.  Typical Saturday for me, but today felt a bit different.  I battled just a little, being that emotionally, I wasn’t feeling it.  Still, I did what I needed to do and I got through it.  Maybe.  Just&h...
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