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Oh, wow.

April 12, 2018
It's been a while, hasn't it? My last entry was written more than ten years ago, while actual regular updates are even older. Of course, a whole lot has changed since then. I was reading old entries last night, and it kinda scared me to see how depressed, suicidal and anxious I was all the…
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  • my very random life.
    April 21, 2006
    i am in love with a boy who makes me feel perfect. he is very similar to me, therefore knows how i think and what kind of faults i make. he knows me inside out. i don't even have to share everything or all my thoughts, chances are he's already had them or already noticed…
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  • hm.
    March 30, 2006
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  • how i am.
    June 24, 2005
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  • hi.
    June 5, 2005
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  • meh.
    October 11, 2004
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