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• Can’t sleep

  June 7, 2025

  I’m really struggling to sleep. I can’t relax and can’t switch off. I just keep thinking about stuff and that’s making me feel figity.  I’m just lying here feeling strange. I’ve already u-know-what once today and I don’t think I should a second time. I just don’t know what else to do. I feel funn...

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• Not looking forward to confession

  June 7, 2025

  Went shopping with mum today. We got some stuff for school and I got to buy a new dress for church. I wasn’t sure which one to choose so I let mum choose.  The other one was a bit more fitted and I knew mum wouldn’t pick that one but I don’t mind really. Still…

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• My brain doing its own thing

  June 7, 2025

  It was really hard to sleep last night. Mum was annoying me then I just couldn’t relax when I got to bed.  I think some of it is thinking about Jake which I feel guilty about and hormones probably too. I feel guilty a lot for my private feelings and what I do to deal…

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• Hopefully it’ll pass

  June 6, 2025

  I went out for dinner last night with mum and dad to meet my sisters new bf. He’s really nice. They’re both much older than me (both 25). Most people ignore me but he talked to me like normal and got me involved in the chatting. He is cute.  I’m sure it’s just hormones running…

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• Feel like hormones and shyness in human form

  June 6, 2025

  Hi. I’ve been struggling a bit recently about how I’ve been feeling and someone suggested I try journaling.  I like the idea of being anonymous so I can be completely honest but also maybe if some people recognise these feelings they can say. I’m Poppy and I live with my mum and dad in England.&h...

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