Desperate grasping at straws, need a healthy way to cope with my son being taken from me and searching for someone who can help me get custody of my son back for me this is my story of my journey and how I ended up where I am now

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Help me

November 29, 2025
Been going through a lot, and have to decide what I'm going to do about my son, either get him back or walk away. But I know I need help
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  • Where to go from here
    September 21, 2025
    It's still a nightmare I can't wake up from still. I miss my brother more then u thought a girl would and I want my son to come home gunna loose my apartment  due to David won't get a full time job. I'm beyond stressed out and anxiety full running wild    
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  • Sins of thy mother
    August 10, 2025
    It's been awhile since I wrote in here to y'all. Life I feel as gotten worse in some ways, I'm not homeless but will be again soon. David doesn't give me no attention, don't help out with bills, or anything. Hell I told him I was leaving him and he threw oil all over me.…
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  • Decisions to make
    May 21, 2025
    He isn't nice to me anymore. Tonight for now reason he callsbme me a dumb bitch, a cheatinf whore. I'm so beyond depressed over loosing my brother, my son, my service dog sarge.   So much has happened and I'm so angry and bitter for I blame a lot of people for allowing it to happen…
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  • Who am I???
    May 17, 2025
    I'm 39 yrs old and I an so beyond lost. I don't know what I want anymore. Or who I am I'm beyond lost wish my mom was still alive
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  • Never amazes me
    April 23, 2025
    Why is he so inconsiderate of my feelings or how I feel in general. It's actually bullshit. I can never get ahead cuz of him
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  • Far away tunnel
    April 19, 2025
    It's been 3 years since I seen my son.   I want him back, but it's far away tunnel. I don't know if it's ev
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  • Update
    April 18, 2025
    Well I bought a car a 2010 Kia forte. But he wait d til I was asleep and added his name to my title. Wtf. I'm never gunna get my son back with him dragging me down. God I need help
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  • What am I to do
    March 9, 2025
    Well its been 3 days since I was supposed to go to alaska. What am i to do  david is beyond mean iamsyicial a s he don't care
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  • Dear Jaxon
    February 9, 2025
    Dearest Jaxon, February 18 Its been 3 years ago today, you been taken from me. I let you down as your mother and i am beyond sorry for letting you down and disappointed you. But i realized my mistake it has taken me too long to realize how i been fucking up badly with you.…
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