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• loud music!!!!

  February 11, 2009

  It's helping me stay sane right now. My roomate makes me so incredibly angry lately. I read something this morning that said "Like one who takes off a garment on a cold day, or like vinegar on soda, Is he who sings songs to a troubled heart." My roomate is a very cheery happy person.&he...

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• Trying

  February 8, 2009

  I made an appointment to see a counselor tomorrow. *sigh*. We'll see how it goes. She remembers me from last year. I came once and then I never went again. I kinda feel relieved that I'm trying to get help. I feel horrible today physically. blech. I tried to take a test this morning and…

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• i can’t sleep

  February 7, 2009

  I miss him. I miss him. And it's my fault because I said we should just be friends. But I just am not stable enough for a relationship right now. But god, I miss him. I don't know what to do. When we talk it's not the same as it was. It's good that we…

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• a new day

  February 7, 2009

  I cried myself to sleep last night because I miss him and didn't want to lose him. But it was my decision to end it. At least we still talk. But I don't know if that makes things good or bad. This is not/ or was not a normal relationship. The reason is because we…

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• well…

  February 6, 2009

  Here I am. Writing in journal number....who knows. I always journal. And I always give up on every journal I've ever had. Let's see how long I can keep this one going. I have a big story but I guess I'll just start in pieces. The other day, I hurt someone emotionally. At least I…

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• a day of waste.

  February 6, 2009

  Everyday seems to be that way these days. I'm just drifting through life. I started playing this zOMG! game today. Yay, way to get another addiction. Who knows. Maybe I won't get into it really. It's not really my thing anyway. Two of these girls are really into it. I swore to myself I was…

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