How another would describe me: music junkie, lover of well-stitched cardigans and well-placed sighs. A persistent meddler that seems to move their legs, but never left a footprint once.

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I’m sorry;

May 27, 2024
Took the hits and sent a few punches of my own.  Marked them with a kiss because where I need to be is on your lips.  This is going where it deserves to go, to die.  But that doesn’t mean I can’t color in the rest of the light. Have a say.  Have sway.  Promote…
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