well im shugo....im nice and sweet ^^ im also fat  :( and i like wearing black, but of course dont let that fool u, i like a lot of nice things and i like being happy ^^ i like playing video games, and im nearly always playing mmos, and if not, im hanging out with my friends. im also gay ^^ so yea :P i like funny things and funny stuff, and i will laugh at almost anything xD well there my brief description of me :P

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Burn the world

July 23, 2013
i just want to trash everything, i want to break this laptop, i want to throw my nightstand, i want to break the window, i want my dad to retaliate and try to stop him and just punch him in the face, grab the iron bar in my room and hold it against his throat,…
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