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• Coffee sips and delusions

  April 17, 2023

  04/17/23 10:22 AM   I stayed up late as i always do , did a little dancing in the dark used my rose toy, hit my vape and fell asleep around 2:00 AM. This has become a normal routine for me which has me questioning how much sleep our bodies truly need to actually function,…

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• Keep the grass short so you can spot the snakes.

  April 14, 2023

  04/14/23   i am beyond frustrated, I feel like things are being revealed to me that I’ve continued to ignore or be oblivious about. I think it’s about time I stop telling myself it’s all in my head and that I’m overthinking and start seeing things for exactly how they are. Hard to believe so...

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• Loneliness really does hurt…

  April 11, 2023

  Hi, this feels a little weird but relaxing, i dont have any friends and haven't had any in quite some time, i think the trauma from being ghosted by pretty much every person in my life outside of my immediate family has really made me okay with being alone but a lot of nights it…

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