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• What a few years can do…

  April 17, 2013

  I laugh at the fact, I have not even attempted to login after almost 3 years! Needless to say my life has been challenging. Challenges: 1) Working with special ed students. I knew it would be hard work and most days I don't mind it. The company part has been lacking and frustrating. Never enough&...

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• What a few years can do…

  April 17, 2013

  I laugh at the fact, I have not even attempted to login after almost 3 years! Needless to say my life has been challenging. Challenges: 1) Working with special ed students. I knew it would be hard work and most days I don't mind it. The company part has been lacking and frustrating. Never enough&...

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• A random memory

  July 18, 2010

  ~Friendship~     What you must do is not easy for you.     You are hurt and have much pain.     There are so many people to blame.     I know that you need a friend, someone whom you can trust.     I will be your very best friend, if turn…

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• Get Out

  July 18, 2010

  Frustration.. That's what I feel when I talk to certain people. I don't understand why things can't be left alone. What if I want to heal!? Why bring up something that just brings back the pain and memories. I just want to say "fuck you .. leave me alone" but I'm not like that.. I…

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• To Feel Good

  June 29, 2010

  This past month I have taken two trips to states I haven't been to... I mean what else am I going to do now that I'm layed off again! The first trip to Phoenix for Volleyball. We ended up taking 2nd in Bronze which wasn't too bad. 2nd time ever playing together not too shabby! A…

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• I Deserve to be Happy

  January 27, 2010

  I deserve to be happy. I hear it all the time from friends. I think I'm making progress from past events too.   Last weekend I had a blast playing competive volleyball finally. I met knew people and it felt good. I rode my first mechanical bull and attempted to spin around on a pole. ha...

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• Didn’t You Know

  December 14, 2009

  Does it matter what i say. Probably not. I can try to keep close friends all I want but in the end. I still ending up losing the ones I trusted so much. I have about 4 friends that I can mainly trust and sometimes I can't even talk to them about stuff. I don't want…

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• Please help: I need your opinion

  December 2, 2009

  I know that most of you I don't know so this would be a good way of getting an objective opinion. I'm about to tell a real story and I need your opinion of what you see. One of my friends one day told me about her and a guy. We'll call the girl- Brooke and…

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• *What You Do TO Me*

  November 19, 2009

  Somtimes... I just wonder. I sit and think...Where would I be if I changed certain situations or where I'd be if I just gave into a chance. The past month has been one of the hardest in my  life. I can't verbally say what's been happening because I do not need the world knowing... and I...

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