Thoughts of a damaged bipolar romantic

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“We’re still very much in love, but….”

March 10, 2025
I've been Affianced to an amazing man for 2 months past a year.  I still love him as fiercely as I did back then, and he me, but some of that sparky electricity and desperate love feeling is declining a little.  Don't get me wrong, we're still very much in love, but it's not new,…
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