Recent Entries

• Pride Month

  June 9, 2025

  Collywobbles. That is the code phrase apparently. We are supposed to use it if ever Nox or I are feeling weird or something in regards to the throuple. It is weird because it's supposed to be a phrase either of us can use, but Nox has previously regarded not wanted to be a caretaker of…

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• Disconnect in Michigan

  May 24, 2025

  And we are back in Michigan. Man I don't know if i missed timed a dose of allergy medication or what but I feel bizarre. Like everything is swollen and stuffy but someone filled with dense fluid that weighs my face down. I continue to fail Nox. Last night she looked at some pins on…

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• From Michigan to Michigan

  May 21, 2025

  Time to dump some thoughts out of my head again. We took a cool trip to Michigan. It was Nox's first time. Visiting one of my greatest, deepest friends and her sister. My Soul Friend we call each other hahaha. It was a good trip. Nox and I connected and came up with a term…

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• Thoughts out of head

  May 17, 2025

  Right now I am drinking and participating in a group chat with Nox and Voidling. I deeply appreciate them taking the time to include me. This definitely has slight third wheel vibes to it, because do not think I didn't notice them both declaring their love for each other and not sayings anything ...

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• Intensity

  May 14, 2025

  Writing this after an almost 4 hour love making session after Nox was gone for almost 6 days. The intensity. The sheer.. need to grasp and touch and breathe each other in. I love it. I love her. We had an intense word salad conversation about my previous... Failures as it pertains to Voidy. I&hel...

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• It’s been 10000 years

  May 13, 2025

  Wow. I never thought I would come back to this. I definitely did not remember the username. Update. I'm. 36. Working in finance. My current partner.... I shall call her Nox. We have been together 11 years. My other current partner, I shall call her Voidy, Nox and I have been seeing on and off&hel...

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• Keep Going!

  July 12, 2008

  Today was a test of wills.  I did all of my chores off of just 5 hours of sleep!  With me, if I start, I have to keep going.  The moment I take a rest, well then, that's it for that.  Chores today?  Let's see... I got up and cleaned out the charcoal grill, swept,…

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• Sick

  July 7, 2008

  Well, I've finally deduced that I'm sick.  My stomach is all grumbly and my joints hurt a bit.  That equals a head cold or flu or something.  Then again, it could also be my asthma as I did get sick this time of year LAST year as well. Either way, sick is sick... so away…

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• Lazy Day

  July 6, 2008

  Okay, so today was a lazier day than normal for me.  I woke up late... which is already unusual... and then proceeded to play FFVII ALL DAY.  Normally I stop and try to get something or another done but... that game... once I get started I find it difficult to stop sometimes.  I li...

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