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• My first day back and it already hurts.

  December 28, 2013

  I miss talking to you. I miss reading everything you had to say. I miss worrying about you. I miss feeling like there was someone out there who just Got It. I miss you. It does not matter, however, because you are just a few words made up of pixels on the otherwise empty screen…

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• A loss of literary innocence

  September 4, 2013

   I have forgotten what it is to write. I have forgotten how well written verse comes from feeling, not from trying. I have forgotten that paragraphs form best when little thought is involved. I have forgotten what it is to have emotions so strong, ideas so pure, spontaneity so accessible, an...

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• Welcome to Night Vale

  August 19, 2013

  About three things I am absolutely positive. First, Welcome to Night Vale is a leach to my time. Second, there is a part of it---and I don't *jnow how potent that part may be---that is trying to brainwash and control my mind. And third, I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with it. I have...

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• Babies, babies, love you, maybe?

  August 3, 2013

  I was reading my summer reading stuff. This one was "The Joy Luck Club" by Amy Tan. It's somewhat sad, but not enough for me to care and it's just a bunch of fiction so, again, there's not much there to matter to me beyond the words. Or so I thought. This quote here from page…

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• My eight things

  July 27, 2013

  Things I Want: -My own REAL Ara. -Someone to love and who loves me, apart from my Ara. -A job with a pay sufficient enough to support myself and my Ara. -A home. Not a house, not a place to live, but a HOME. -To be succesful in both my career and my life. -To…

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• I meant to post this last Saturday.

  July 19, 2013

  [First I must inform the world that the letter between J and L is not longer operating on my typing board, so I'm having to alter the things that I want to say in order to avoid the use of words that I cannot properly type.] Let me start this entry firstly by tell you,…

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• One year of writing.

  July 2, 2013

   It's officially my one year 'anniversary' of being on OpenDiary. It's also my one year of knowing someone from this site who has been a really great person in my life for this past year. Here's to another year!!!

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• 06/17/2013

  June 16, 2013

   Day thirteen (ooooh, what a number...)~!~!~!~!~!~! 77) Write a thank-you letter to a musical artist or band that has gotten you through some tough times. --- If we look back about two entries ago, we'll see that I've already detailed HOW I've been helped by Ed Sheeran and Justin Timberlake....

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• Brut=memories, Religion=kindness and comfort

  June 12, 2013

   I haven't done this in a while, but here's another 30 day entry. I know the point of it is to do it DAILY, but obviously that didn't work out well for me...At least I'm still doing it at all! (: Day twelve begins now. 68) Something you never get compliments on. --- Uhm... my…

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