Recent Entries

• I am a bad person…

  June 14, 2011

  We own a cat that I don't like, yet won't get rid of.   Background- When my son was about two and a half, we had put our last cat down and decided it was time for a new pet. We were actually thinking dog and to further that, we went to the animal shelter.…

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• Ugh

  April 11, 2011

  Too much has been going on for me to process. I need a few days to just be and figure everything out. But that's not going to happen. So I guess I need to just try to keep going. My husband has been sinking deeper and deeper into the pit that is depression. I am…

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• school issues

  January 31, 2011

  Because my son qualifies for special education he was integrated into the Head Start in our town. I was thrilled, I had high hopes. And the teacher? Wonderful! Years of experience with children, her first round with special needs children, but she was handling it and adapting well. It was a separ...

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• its been a while but I think its time.

  January 26, 2011

  So it has been a while since I wrote, and honestly, I am not sure if i will start again or not.  But I keep feeling I need to write about my frustrations and issues, and this will always be "home" for blogging for me, so what better place to come back to? My son…

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• still alive

  March 25, 2009

  yes I am. Its strange but I haven't felt like I NEED to be here so much anymore. All of my writing goes into a physical notebook and from there I just haven't transferred it. Some of it is the new obsession of facebook. But I think at some level I have learned to write…

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• mistake

  October 7, 2008

  I think I made a mistake.  I trusted and believed someone whom I am not sure I should have.  I hardly knew her so I figured she didnt have any reason to lie to me.  He on the other hand has a history of lieing, to his wife, to his exgirlfriend, and even gave me…

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• 10/2/08

  October 1, 2008

  This is a freaking soap opera and I am tired of it.  So last night, the girl I had orginally accused eddie of persuing a relationship with contacted me.  Wanted me to make sure he was ok when she broke his heart.  to her it was just a game and he was getting too serious…

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• 9/25/08

  September 24, 2008

  If I could run fast enough I would fly and the silence that holds us Is not born on the wind for when the wind itself is silenced we must listen to our hearts and souls to find the answers we seek in the skys as we run

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• I could

  September 24, 2008

  I could curl up and die I could watch bad tv all evening I could crossstitch (which is probobly what I will end up doing)   Or I could ruin his life, it wouldnt be hard.  He ruined mine, its tempting.  A couple of messages,  a few phonecalls, if  i really wanted to d...

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