Looky Here….Its An Update :o)

So yeah, I haven’t written in a while eh. I actually log into this thing a few times a day to check for updates from my favorites, and to leave them notes, but theres just nothing for me to really write about.

Hmm…lets see. Well I’ve worked just a few more shifts at the new job. Not as many as I’d like to, but like I said, you have to expect those things when you’re working relief. I have to do a lot of personal care there with the residents too. Like bathing and diapering, those kinds of things. Its ok now, but its something that takes a few times doing before getting used to. I had an interview on Monday with the Childrens Aid Society here, so I should hear on that pretty soon. It would be working in residential homes with youth. I’d be a youth worker. What I went to college for. Imagine that! 🙂 I did my first work placement there too, so it’d be nice to start off with some familiar faces lurking around. I’m keeping my fingers crossed, so I’ll let ya all know when I hear anything.

The baby’s still growing. He went for his 2month needle about a week ago and he’s up to 14lbs, 24inches. Getting big, fast. He’s getting really smart too. He looks around at everything and everyone. Doesnt miss a trick….he’s in the right family, thats for sure…haha He’s goo’in and gaw’in and laughing out loud. Telling stories. Starting to roll over. And the latest thing is whenever he’s laying down, he’s trying to pull himself up. He gets his little head and shoulders up but then he gets tired I guess.

And in other news…. I still feel lost in my big empty bedroom. 🙁 I sleep with my extra pillows turned long ways so that it feels like a body behind me, and I cuddle the stuffed monkey that he got me for Valentines Day. Whenever hes leaving to go home, I get him to spray it with his cologne so that it smells like him. How pathetic is that? *sigh* I love ya babe. **K** We’re thinking about putting the trip to Calgary on hold for a bit cuz of the wedding coming up in December, (my sisters, not ours…hehe) but mostly because we want to get a place of our own. A place where we can wake up together, spend the day together, go to sleep together….and NOT have to worry about either of us leaving the other for days at a time. Just the thought of it makes me so happy. Sometimes I think he’s too good to be true, and I almost expect something to happen so that we’re not together anymore. Not that I’d ever want it to, it just feels like I’m dreaming ya know? 🙂 I’ve never had thoughts about anyone before that I have about him. (Keep it clean!) I’ve never wanted to spend so much time with someone. I’ve never actually been able to imagine myself marrying, having children with, growing old with someone. As much as I may have wanted to believe at the time that I could, I never have. I’ve never been able to say that absolutely, without a doubt, no questions about it, hands down, this is “THE ONE”…. Until him. Geez, I hope he doesnt read this and get scared away cuz I dont even think I’ve ever told him that before. Still love ya babe **K** I only wish you knew how much. Still love me after reading that? hehe *waits for an answer*

I FINALLY got to get a trip up to Truro. My sis and I went up around the end of May for the graduation. It was great seeing all the girls again. I really missed us spending time together and laughing like we used to. We took lots of pics so that was fun too. I gave them their Christmas presents and I got mine. Better late than never right? hehe We’re all going to have to get together again sometime before the wedding. And this time Megan you’d better be there!! 🙂

Well I must get going I suppose. I’m actually chatting to my “brother” right now, who thinks that there should be more entries about him. Keep dreamin’ buddy, keep dreamin’. haha Just kidding..some day when I’m not too lazy….whenever that will be.

Take care all