Ambiguous Political Statement

I hate when the editor goes stupid and decides it’d rather NOT load. *kick*

Anyway, so today is voting day. Against my desire to boycott everything and have a total "I hate it allllll" stand, I’m going to go vote today. I’ll probably end up in some horrendous line that will piss me off and I have to go see if I have 10 bucks so I can buy my kids dinner rather than trying to cook at 7 or 8 when I finally get in (I just checked and my dumb ass overdrafted 15 bucks. *sigh* I was able to transfer some money from another account that I dont’ even know why it was there and now i’m back in the black, but damn it, that’s 33 dollars I’d rather NOT have spent on overdraft fees. *sigh* at least my kids will get fed tonight and I get paid tomorrow. blah).

 I wish I could go vote in the middle of the day, but we only get 2 hours and even that has to be in the most dire of circumstances, like if I still lived in Lancaster I could have probably come in 2 hours late or left 2 hours early because of hte commute.

Whatever. Bah!

So, without risking a lynch mob or having tomatoes thrown at me, I’ll just make ambiguous generalized statements that could be interpreted anyway you feel but I REFUSE to clarify because people take things way too personally.  That includes me. And when people get all "shocked" or "disgusted" or "upset" or whatever when I mention things it really does hurt my feelings. Like personally, when I said I was a republican and people were all agast, it really hurt me and made me wonder why anyone would say "Oh no, you are! I won’t hold it against you!" That was just… mean. As if my political party dictates who I am and makes me believe EVERYTHING and be as extreme as the most extreme. It’s rude and not very nice and I most certainly do not judge people when they say they are any party. It’s like saying because I’m black I must be like the WORST black person, or because I’m white (because i am that too) I must be like the WORST white person. it’s wrong, so it makes me incredibly sensitive towards those remarks. I didn’t hold it against anyone who said it to me, but for a little while I was taken aback and quite offended. I didn’t say anything because there was no reason to. But I guess I have said it now. so now you iknow. So if you really want to gasp and make generalized broad judgements based on my party affiliation, I really DON’T WANT YOUR NOTES. And I reserve the right to say that because this is my space, and since I normally just take all that comes at me, I’ll say now DON’T LEAVE A NOTE IF YOU WANT TO BASH MY VIEWS. Go bash my views on your own diary. I don’t want to hear it. so there… /rant

so here they go.

*I hope he wins. I hope that everyone gets what they want. And then I hope that whatever does happen teaches one side or the other a damned lesson. As a favorite brought up, 4 years won’t TOTALLY ruin our country, so we’ll just see. My vote doesn’t really matter much in Cali, at least not for the president. So blah on whoever I vote for. It’s just a blip on the radar.

*The propositions facing California this year are pretty major. At least a handful of them are HUGEMONGOUS! It will be interesting to see exactly what is going to happen. I have very firm and well thought out opinions and beliefs on them and I will stick to those. That does NOT mean I vote party line, I vote MONIQUE LINE. so there.

*One thing I will say is that a lot of people are ignorant. They don’t read the entire document for themselves and allow a spoon fed opinion. This is wrong for any side of the line. I watched a debate about prop 4 and it just made me laugh how ignorant one side was. Seriously, did they read? Whatever. Information is key. Without knowledge, you’re just a blind idiot running into walls thinking you’re opening a door.

*I will pray for our country.

the end of that!

On a personal note, I had crazy dreams about Baboo last night, at the end of which he left with my kids and I married some old man and was going to get artificially impregnated to have his sons kid.

*blink*

I don’t KNOW.

I wrote almost a full chapter of Trigger on the train last night. As soon as it’s edited and finished I’ll post it. I’m pretty sure I’ll break 5k words today, if not more. If I can do 2k words a day, I’ll definitely complete the challenge. I hope to get at least 5k words done daily. And I hope to finish the story. Not just reach 50k and go YAY! I feel like I’ve seen a really good movie and I want to share it with you!

Ok, so now I shall go work and write and then vote this evening for no damn reason other than the principle of it…