I wrote to him and here’s what I said:

I wrote him.

and for posterity and future embarrassment and horror, I’m going to post it here:

Hey Jeff,

I’m sitting here at work and it is SO SLOW!!! So I thought I’d email you again and say hi. Are you still doing midterms this week? Good luck on all of that.

I don’t know if I told you the crazy thing that happened when I was driving home on saturday. THEY CLOSED THE FREEWAY down when I was halfway home and they didn’t really have clear detours. I drove around LA like a crazy person until I found the freeway again. It was almost scary, but I was just more annoyed because instead of taking a couple hours, it took me 3 and a half to get home. blah.

anyway, looks like things might pick up in here in a minute. that would be nice. I hope you’re having a good week!

Write me back if you get a chance =)

*huggzz* Monique

PS

the boredom has not stopped. so i added some pictures…

I wrote “You should call me sometime” and then deleted it over and over and over. I eventually kept it out. *sigh*

I don’t want to seem pushy.

Here are the photos I sent:

and

I picked them all at random, so… they aren’t even GOOD ONES.

I don’t know.

I’m gonna go ahead and call him tonight too.

I’m starting not to care if I scare him away or not. at least then he can flee and I can claw at the ground and scream

WHYYYYYYY?!!!!!

Oh well.

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November 19, 2003

*gulp*

i like your diary. tho im not going to lie to ya, you got over 1000 entries. I wont be catching up anytime soon. tho I did read a few. ok the sex ones i saw. Im a guy. blame the other “head” for that one. so ya go a little lost in LA. and ya drove around “crazy” huh. all LA drivers are crazy. i couldnt ever live there. yeah nice weather and all, but peeps cant drive for sh*t. just my take tho

November 19, 2003

I love the one where you’re smiling. I thought that was a great e-mail. Not overeager or obvious or desperate…but friendly, and leaving the door open.

November 19, 2003

I think that was a good email. Not clingy, just social and “checking-in” like.

That is a very well worded email…..I really hope that bonehead (no pun intended) replies back!!

If I knew that she wasn’t on private notes anymore, I would *so* write her a nasty note and put her down hehehehe…but what is the use??? No one else can see it.

November 19, 2003

And he better respond or else.

Good email! I like your pictures. =)

November 19, 2003

this is good! you are so brave! *hugs*

The email was PERFECT M!!!! It was supadupa casual!!! ***puddle dance***

I used to read you a long time ago, more of a lurker. You used to read my *old diary* too, I remember getting notes from you. Anyhow, I hope things go ok with Jeff, and those are not bad pics. All my best.

i think the email was perfect. non-chalant and all. but don’t call. wait and see i he responds to the email first.

November 19, 2003

That was a good email…not too over the top or anything. The pictures were lovely…if that doesn’t entice him to call I don’t know what will.

November 20, 2003

perfect! (((HUGGLES)))