ice cream take me away

 

I’m tired.

Mentally and physically.

I’m supposed to be all recovered from child birth right? blargh.

So Jonathon is having a lot of issues with the bullying and the racism. It’s driving me crazy. On one hand he tells me that he doesn’t want me to do anything. But on the other he is upset that they can get away with it and not get punished. He had an outburst at school so bad that a teacher called me and I found that last weekend he didn’t finish his laundry chores (wet laundry in the washer and dryer, why couldn’t he just turn on the dryer?) which got him in more agitation because he got punished for it. It’s just ridiculous.

So I tried to relay that he was punished (no video games this weekend, no big deal right?) without raising my voice or getting angry. I was matter of fact and thought he’d appreciate that.

Instead he went into hysterics and threatened to kill himself. He said even his grave would be a waste of space.

*sigh*

that whole ordeal just drained me.

and now Jacob is starting up.

These children and their "I"m getting big so I have to assert my dominance" bullshittery. I’m going to put them all in lockdown. argh.

I think my little Nugget is sick. He hasn’t pooped in going on 2 days. I fear when he does poop it’ll be massive and blow up the diaper and anything within a 5 foot diameter. lol.

He’s also cranky.

We were supposed to go to the Jr. High back to school night, but I’m not up to it. Lugging a baby around to all this crap and listening to whatever. I know I should go, but we’re not.

get over it.

anyone with an issue. lol.

My head hurts and I feel like a deflated balloon.

ugh.

I’m gonna go lay my ass back down.

Once again, I didn’t really write what I wanted to. I wanted to write about things I remembered about baby’s first weeks and how Google is a scary mind reader, but forget it.

I just want a bowl of ice cream.

 

 

 

 

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September 6, 2012

Get ready for one of those Nugget blowouts that will shoot all the way up his back. That was standard procedure at our house back in the day.

September 6, 2012
September 6, 2012

Hugs. Have some ice cream! I’m sorry kids are being difficult…

Sometimes it would be cool if life was like a movie and your kids could wake up one day all grown with kids of their own and see what you have to go through. Then they could be all ‘oh I wish I were nicer to my mom’. Or not. I vote ice cream.

September 6, 2012

I’m so sorry to hear that they are being so difficult. 🙁

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September 6, 2012

I had to go to the school/teacher when my son was being bullied and called gay.

September 6, 2012

Hugs.

Sad for you but happy to know its not just my girls that get all emotional over minor things. I feel ya babes. *hugs*

September 6, 2012

awwww, i hope you got your bowl of ice cream! and OMG, what does Jon’s therapist say about all this?

September 7, 2012
September 7, 2012

*huge huge hugs* So sorry about Jonathan. I hope it gets a little better soon. Hope you enjoyed your ice cream. 🙂 <3

September 7, 2012

I wonder if they have stool softener for babies. Expect the explosive diahrea. My Godson did just the same after a few days of no poop… all over my arm. Mom was rather jubilant that it wasn’t her. *Good Luck* I’m sorry your eldest is going through that type of fuckery.

September 7, 2012

Aww honey. I have no good advice. I’m an expert on Froggy but not on others kids. I know I have opinions but I don’t on this. I know you’re a good mother and you do what you can and what you know. Just keep on keeping on my dear. And no. You should not be already recovered. Screw that mess. Aren’t boobie feeding? Um…what else do I want to say…….? I love you. There.

September 7, 2012

Wait. Racism? For what? Fvcking kids are so fvcking mean for nothing. Geezus. They don’t even understand fvcking racism you know? It’s like they hear things their parents say and that’s all that matters. Be fvcking hateful if you want to be but why do you want to pass that hate on to our kids? Don’t even get me started on racism.

September 7, 2012

And one more thing dammit! I would so make you ice cream from scratch if I were there my wifey boo.