so it slides on down the slope of crazyville

Midweek rocksa lotsa.

It’s actually "Thursday" for me, because I am off Friday and Saturday this week. I sometimes yearn for a normal schedule again. *sigh*

What else, what else.

ummmmm.

Orgasms are good.

And what else. what else.

I could take my children to the north pole this morning to live with eskimos and perfectly fine with that, for oh… maybe a day or two.

who am i kidding. when my kids are away i can’t stand it. I’d rather them drive me insane than be without them for too long.

The convo with BB was uneventful, if anyone cared. I only got as far as asking him why he moved away before he had to go. He said he left so that he could start his own business… which I guess is doing ok. I was a chicken and didn’t get to asking him why he was bothering with me and what the hell happened that he slept with me and then stopped talking to me, left the state and ignored the email that i sent him for an entire month.

*sigh*

whatever.

I also did something lame as far as W. yeah, his birthday was on the 21st… and ummmm.

yeah.

sent him a card.

anonymously though.

I bet he won’t even read it.

I dont’ know why i can’t just leave him alone and get along getting along.

I need t hree hours to dive into my faves and be a good friend again.

love ya.