what the hell….

To answer a note… no I did not view anything in return for my cleavage exposure… I don’t like to see some poor man jacking off… or… whatever. It’s just sorta sad to be honest…. so yeah. i just do it for the hell of it I suppose.

Anyway, on to what prompted this entry…

I must be giving off some sort of chemical that can reach into the brains of most anyone I’ve ever come into contact with.

Guess who is messaging me right now. oh just take a fat hairy guess.

a BIG fat hairy guess.

yeah.. BB… the ole brandonmeister.

and guess who is too much of a wimp to tell him to take his little "small talk" and shove it up his stupid ass.

I don’t know what he wants. He’s not talking about anything of importance. Hell… he’s acting like whatever. I can tell by some of the content that he is out of state… but dude… WHAT DOES HE WANT?!!!

a guy from TWO FREAKING YEARS AGO contacts me… and now the one guy who broke my little heart a few months ago decides to talk to me.

not to mention a few other males i just don’t think are important enough to make comments on….

i don’t know what to make of it. None of them… like me. Ya know, like seriously LIKE ME and want to be WITH ME….

the circle is compete I guess. If you’re an easy lay, you get a little star next to your name in the black book, and then they know they can probably find you at any time and get a quickie.

bleh.

good thing they are all so faaaar away i can not be bothered too much.

hell, mass. is the farthest you can get from me right now.

still doesn’t make sense.

i might post the conversation later.

it’s boring though. he hasn’t said anyt hing in five minutes. *shrug*