02. h.s. summer before jr yr

As I have written the incident down in my diary last night, I will start of by typing that entry into this one.August 22, 2000Dear Diary,Ehh one more day of freedom! (And I'll be spending it reading those oh-so-lovely 200 pages I have left.)Tonight Eric was online. He's already in (place where he...

Well, I guess it's only fitting with a name like dreamergrrl that I would write about dreams ONCE in a while... So here's one for ya.Last night I dreamt about Gabe. Strange, ehh? Considering I haven't seen him since May, haven't been a good friend of his since March, and stopped liking him in Feb...

I come online and talk to David. A girl just betrayed him... he's not, obviously, anywhere near happy. I'm talking to Jill on the phone. She's been hurt so much by Tyler... she wears a mask of happiness. I've been reading Bren and Jack's diaries... and that is very depressing. I don't even know h...

So I went to Nicole's party, and ended up talking to Jill a lot. Poor girl... she's more depressed than she seems I think. There's a lot of pressure on her, and I don't think she quite knows who SHE is... what SHE wants. I don't know if I know either.Basically right now I'm a…

Yeah... so I ran 2 red lights last Sunday during my incar. I'm just saying that so Aims feels better.I still have to find a date to homecoming.I have band tomorrow. I don't really want to go. But I have to.Nicole's having a party tomorrow, so that's cool. Gives me something to do.I have $100…

Ouch. I hurt. Everywhere. My feet are sore. My legs ache. My thumb is all twisted up. My eyes are bloodshot. I am in serious pain.That's band camp for ya. He killed us. (Our ferrari has flat tires Aims. It really really does.)Ok, so I had fun. It was cool hanging out with Aims, Kim,…

So I'm off to band camp at 11 am tomorrow! I'm SOOO excited. Aims and I are rooming together in room 316 - what an awesome number. I just learned that Heather and Dolly are RIGHT across the hall, so that's cool! I won't be back until late Friday night, so don't worry if I…

My friend Meg went to this honors camp this summer and was part of a philosophy discussion group. Now they just email each other and debate all of these philosophical topics or basically anything in life. It's really open-minded. So I was just added to the list of addresses that the emails were s...

Ok, supposing you tell me you are about to say “hello”. This means in the future, you are going to say “hello”. By the time you say “hello”, it is the present, not the future. Therefore the future is the present. During the moment you say “hello”, it has immediately become the past. Therefore the...

Supposing that I am the only existence and everything else around me is simply a scenario? Sort of like the Truman Show, except multiplied so much that there are no people at all... This computer is fake, you don't exist, the words I'm using are some gibberish I made up. But then again how can&he...