09. college jun year

I'm trying to figure out whether I'm just insane, or I have a reason to be upest. And why I'm so FUCKING PISSED OFF at Chris. I've never been this upset at him... Ok, this will probably all sound stupid, but nevertheless it obviously drove me to this state. Yesterday the hot water turned off…

Well, it's official. I have an internship for the summer! Yes, folks, a real, paying, 8-5 job. Dreamergrrl is entering the work force. And you said it would never happen... (and now some say "took you 21 years..."). Hey, I think I'll be making up for lost time, so give me a break. I'm actually&he...

I love notes like that... where I'm called a geek! 😉 Ehh, it's ok, it's totally true. (Although I prefer the label "nerd" to "geek.") Well, yeah, my title is really geeky, but so am I... so I feel it all works in the end. First of all, let me say: Happy two-year anniversary, my…

Fuck it, I started off dreamergrrl, I will always be dreamergrrl, so I should really just suck it up. Not like I'm ever here anyway. Are we not allowed to say "fuck" in here? I can't remember. I have an awesome group of girlfriends for the first time in a long time. There was Aimee,…

Well, I'm officially home. Camp was - diverse. ;) At first I really hated it - by Sunday night I was already exhausted, didn't like the kids, and knew it was going to be a long week. By yesterday, I was so sad to have to leave my sophomore girls and the fellowship of the…

You know what's exciting? Finding a "random" diary of a "random" person and starting to read it on a regular basis. It's like finding a friend and immediately having access to their... well diary. Anyway, it makes me think back to Bren, Jake, Dustin, Dustin, Erin... oh and remember confused monke...

Happy 837th entry!wow what a waste, I should really go to bed...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzeek

(first person to call the quote gets... um... a nice happy note from me??)Anyway, this getting up before 11am stuff is for the birds, let me just say that. Next, getting up before 8am shouldn't exist ever again. I've gotten up at between 7:15 and 7:45 two days in a row now, and I'm sick…

All of a sudden I'm never home??? I'm starting to majorly prepare for camp next week. My mom is taking her chamber orchestra to a college for a week, and I'm (yay) the activities director. Keep in mind I'm 20, and I'm chaperoning high school kids. Wow, if I were them, I wouldn't listen to…

I seemed to stumbled randomly upon many young girls with a location of "hell." I really wonder if any of them actually know what "hell" feels like... I know I've never felt anything close to having to be called that. And, granted, there are people out there who are 13 years old, existing in a&hel...