2005

I don't know if it is just me, but Ben Harper inspires me to write.  There is just so much "passion".  That is how I see my life... do it all to the best you can. Ok, this is a bit personal, but I will write about it anyway.  I drank lets see here... 2…

Is this natural?  At times I am so in love with life that nothing can bring me down.  I just feel so damn good, healthy, strong.  It usually happens when a really chillin' song comes on, a song that is full of passion, love, or just life.  Examples of songs like this are; Blue Rodeo…

You know, I should just forget about her.  If it happens it happens, if it doesn't it doesn't.  How many years has it been since I dated her?  Yet I still feel the same...  But she is amazing, so cute, so hot, amazing conversation, amazing "clickage"...  I mean she has to feel something if she&he...

Why am I hurt?  I am not even dating her!  But this rejection has got me so low.  Choosing him over me, makes me so angry.  Fuck girls drive me nuts.  What is wrong with me?  I mean I have more substance than most guys out there, and I am not ugly... so what the…

Kim and I went to Wonderland yesterday, it was a lot of fun, even though it was just her and I.  Orginally it was going to be Kim, Janine, Chris (her bf) and I, but Janine had to work, so like warped tour it was just Kim and I.  In a way this was a…

Things are going well. I bought a new TV the other day, it is beautiful.  I got a Sony 30 inch widescreen HDTV.  Dvd's and video games look great on it.  Sports are much more pleasureable to watch as well... I need HDTV now, regular cable is just so "dull" looking. I don't know if…

I am at work, things are still going quite well in my life. The apartment is looking quite good.  I will be buying a TV in the next few days and then I think I will be set.  Kim and I are getting along great, and as the time passes the more it seems like…

It has been awhile hasn't it?  I think I maybe drifting from that stage in my life where I am so confused that I need to document everything that I am doing.  I can't explain it lately, I am so filled with confidence, it is AMAZING.  I don't want to say that I feel I…

Been awhile since I have updated. I just haven't felt like writing lately I guess. So what's new? Well I paid off my debts with my parents, and now I am starting to save to move out. The house is up for sale now, agents are always coming over. It is disturbing my sleep from…

Sitting here at work, I have a touch of a headache... so not really in the greatest mood. I had a great night the other night. Krystal and I hung out... we hadn't seen each other in a good two months. She looked wonderful... I know, I know... said it before, but god I can't…