2008

Hey guys... it will be 7 months for me tomorrow. I figured I would write now because I have some spare time. I've had a big victory the other night. The Crystal Method was coming to town and a friend asked if I wanted to go about a month or so ago. The night finally…

Well today is 6 months without any alcohol. I guess I am suppose to be reflective or something. So here goes... Wednesday May 22nd, I woke up and the plan was to go down to the Manchester United supporters club to watch the Champions League final. I had booked the day off from work. I…

I've had trouble sleeping lately. I've been worrying about if I land this new job and how I am trapped in my current job. If I don't get this new job I will feel like a failure, like I am not good enough. I hate to say this, but I will anyway because it is…

I haven't written in awhile, mostly due to just nothing really to write about and partly I have been busy. I have been working at getting a new job. I had my second interview at a place today. I think it went well. I hope they give me another call, it looks like it would…

I can't change the past, and I don't know what the future holds. All I can do is shape the present. Music of the Moment: Pink Floyd - Time Today I Feel:

I know I haven't been around much... I just haven't had much to write about I guess. Mostly been watching the baseball playoffs, the start of the NHL season and the English premiership... I'm such a sports junkie, but hey, October and April are great sports months. I realized something this morni...

I had the toughest day yet recently. My friend got married, out of town. A hotel was booked, the reception was close. No driving needed, an open bar. No excuse not to drink. I was going nuts inside. With thoughts like "It's a wedding, everybody is celerbrating why can't I?" "The bar is open, it&h...

The keg party went well. I got a few confused/insane looks when people found I was drinking coke and not beer from the keg. I can only think of 3 people at the party who weren’t drinking, myself, some girl and one of the hosts (who is 3 months pregnant). The start of the night…

I am almost through 103 days.  Things have gotten easier, but I still crave to have a beer from time to time.  Today I was reading through my journal from years ago, when I first started to get into this mess.  All I ever wrote about was smoking weed, dropping acid, eating mushrooms, rolling on&h...

When I was younger, I use to think that when I went to party’s people would drink because that is what happens at parties. That is how you would live life to the fullest. You were experiencing. You were enjoying life. I’m sure I was to an extent. I don’t regret all those parties I…