Chapter 4

I can't believe I have neglected to write about a pretty life changing event. I have written in here some about my father who I wasn' close to most of my life and who committed suicide when I was 19 years old. It was hard for me to grow up without him, especially since the…

I guess it has been a little over a month or so since I have written in here. Kitty keeps asking me when I am going to update this thing and I never seem to be able to get around to it! So, here it is.The good news first. I just got to spend a…

It has been approximately one month since I left my job. I haven't felt one ounce of regret, remorse, guilt, second guessing, and I have loved every minute of it.I have also enjoyed being a bum for a little while. I have steadily been looking for work, but at the same time I have lavished…

Today is the first day in a long time I have actually felt a sense, a true sense, of peace, happiness, and freedom. It was a long time in coming and I have no regrets about the choice I have made or the path I have taken, even if it does get a little bumpy…

   So this morning started out pretty rough. The painter guy whose has been doing work here painted the laundryoom last night, so this morning I opened the door to air out the fumes and they set off the gas alarm for some reason. So I was forced to give up my silent treatment and…

       I guess it's time to update this thing.  I'm at work right now, in the office, on the computer I share with my asshole of a boss. I know there's a million other things I could be doing right now to make sure his motel continue to run smoothly, but I don't...

           I know every time I come in here to write it is just to complain. I try and stay optimistic about things but as the days go by it gets harder and harder to do.Things at the motel are not going well. Ish (the owner) comes in every day and yells at...

I made a huge mistake taking the management posistion.  I know the logical thing to do was to take the job and use the money to save for my move as opposed to just taking a loan and moving to NY this summer. But ever since he told me I had the management job I…

I am the latter, by the way!   I have been meaning to come in here and update for sometime now. Things have been crazy busy with my life since my promotion. I am liking the extra money but now I am wondering if maybe I made the wrong choice. But for now there is…

  Readers be warned: This may contain profanity, complaining, whining, and a large amount of the pitty-me-syndrome.   Sorry =/ So I am working a lot of 7-3 shifts lately, which I really like because realistically it allows me to have my nights off. However since I have taken the ma...