College Craziness

they come crawling, like ants they swarmone by one, into the stormdisgusting creatures they arewhat purity is left they all mardistroying morals with their greedalways giving in to their needone by one after anothereach no different from the otherhope existed that now has fadedalways they make me...

I strive on people to maintain a feeling of happiness. more time spent alone means more negative thoughts, they build up and shit.    Sunsets are beautiful, just like frogs, fish, trees and other really wonderful things. They bring happiness too.    Everything in the...

    College is so much more then just getting an education so you can get a job and go out into the world...it's about maturing and growing as a person. Realizing that the biggest room in the world is the room for improvement. Learning that everyone has things about themselves that...

     He was supposed to come at 7 today...didn't show up! I called his house, apparently he's sleeping...I have the strangest feeling that he doesnt' want me. I've been getting that vibe for a little bit.     This is the second time he's stood me up! I'm pr...

     I can't escape myself, I can't escape my own head. I want to get away and I don't know how. I'm losing my mind. Maybe I just should have left rez when I could. I should have left when I had the chance during reading week...I feel massively insecure and I'm losing my head....

     When I look at you, I see myself more clearly and it scares me. Something about you triggers something in me, only after we've had physical contact, you touch me deeper than other people can that way. You touch a part of me that most people don't ever even see, or even bo...

     Hahaha sooo great...I have to write this in here just because there's no on here at rez this week to talk to lol...(*sighs* oh reading week)      My friend asked me to watch his seedlings (it's a project for forest renewal) while he was gone and I forg...

     I feel so bored with everything. I haven't been drinking, maybe that's why. But it's like I don't care about anyone really, it's like I'm friends with some of these people just to prove that I can be friends with them. I'm wondering if that's my stimulation, like that's m...

You Are A Professional Girlfriend! You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. What K...

     So I was really excited all week about this guy coming over from the other building at residence, where I live, and I was going to make him dinner. We are friends to an extent, so when he said he was going to be here at 6 and I didn't even hear from him…