Defining Me

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people Day Two: Nine Things about yourself Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done Day Six: Five people who mean a lot Day Seven:…

Ok, so one thing I have noticed that I do as part of my mood disorder is probably being in love with the idea of love. I feel I am addicted to infatuations. Sam is my current addiction. I don't know where to begin with him or explanation of him. I am married, but not…

I posted this in my social group tarvalon.net, I felt the post was insightful enough I needed to add it here before it fell into oblivion of a forum thread and was lost forever. Unbearable Lightness by Ajailyn Morrivinna » Fri Jan 07, 2011 11:46 am Warning: Topic might cause those with emotional ...

Tax day. Pay your taxes. I'm feeling kind of restless. Unhappy with myself, unhappy with my situation in life.. I don't really know what to do about it. Hell I sometimes think I deserve all of it. Recently my family on my mom's side has told me they always thought I was just a bad…

New word game going around OD . If you want to play, drop me a note saying you want to play and I'll give you a letter. Then you have to come up with ten things that mean something to you that begin with that letter. Then after you post it's your turn to give…

Talked to my friend Jackie, childhood friend Jackie not OD Jackie, although I've been noting backing and forth with her privately as well. Jackie and I have become friends again as if what happened to us between my party days and her divorce days never happened. Talked to her Sunday and I was sha...

So it has come to full fruition. Made a friend almost a year ago. During this friendship I had complained to Justin that it seemed I put more effort into the friendship than the other person. I feel I did a lot for this person, offered a lot of trust and a lot of friendship…

Yea, I caved. Melanie a good friend of mine was just the last person who asked if I had one and I finally meandered off to get one. I know some of my fav's that I read have them as well.. if you care to share yours with me (those who I am a fav…

I occassionally go back and read my old entries and I have to say that I was so stupid with how I handled relationships.  I know I rushed into the one with Justin, but I wasn't the one who said I love you first.  He did so, and while I liked Justin a lot it…

So Thursday, headed up to the Courthouse and waited anxiously to see if my lawyer was going to show up, as I had only gotten a letter and had no clue. So the partner of the lawfirm shows up as the lawyer who was wokring my case was temp with the lawfirm and well that…