Going into 2012...

Past midnight, breathing in the dark. Same strange friend comes to visit Never intend to open the door. You take it to places that no one's ever been You let it, you let it. Your insides caving in. You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more. This time I've gone all the way without you.…

1. I am not strong. I'm just numb. When you tell me I'm strong, I feel you don't see ...me.   2. I will not recover. This is not a cold or the flu. I'm not sick. I'm grieving and that's different. I will not always be grievi...ng as intensely, but I will never forget…

Felix.... On Monday, you would have been 46.  Do you know how this just... eats at me? You were too young to go. You had too much life to live. You didnt get to see your son grow up... who is a spitting image of you...  You didnt get to see any of this. Not…

Now... I want to point this out this morning, as it hit me over the head like a brick.    So.. we can gather up to stop Animal abuse (which, I agree with stopping the abuse)...    However. We turn a blind eye to child abuse?    "Oh, it doesnt effect me!" Yo...

            Today is the day, Three very long yet short years ago... that we discovered your bodies and soul had separated.  May you both, rest in peace today, and always, you are on my mind... both of you.  (Husband) Felix Anthony Lucero, March 26, 19...

Suddenly found yourself off my friends list?   There is no chance of getting back on there,.... so no use in trying.   I am done playing peoples games.    Im done listening to people whine.   And Im done being thrown to the wolves.    I will write a favs only en...