Love's first disappointment

::sighs:: This is my last entry on Byron, or so Im hoping.. It simply the words to the song I sent him because it is exactly how I feel on the situation...Ex-FactorLauryn HillIt could all be so simpleBut you'd rather make it hardLoving you is like a battleAnd we both end up with scarsTell me,&hel...

Ok today was like a really good day for me.. kind of.I got up early this morning and came online before work. I was talking to some peeps about voices and accents and well... Byron ::sighs:: managed to confuse me again. I dont really know what to expect. He teases me like we are the…

The entry that was titled this was a continuation of the last entry, I do not recall what it was but well... I shall just put my current events in here. Or the current events or lack there of with Byron. So much has happened since we broke up I really dont know what to…

I emailed this to Alexander, who's first name is Byron. OD went down and I lost the entries that had this and continued on with my feelings.To begin with I want to say that what I write here is not an attempt to get you back. It is simply away for me to express how…

Two nights ago, Alexander told me he had feelings for that girl he defended in my entry "Tears of anger or hurt?" He never really said he was leaving me for her.. but I simply said ok. I let him go to her. Weird to say that we never really said we broke up, but…

I'm losing him, sadly I know that Im on our last attempt to work things out. Last night we had spoken and agreed we really need to work on getting our friendship back into our relationship. He told me last night one reason that he doesnt completely break things of with me is because he…

With a heavy sigh I begin this entry not really sure of anything with Alexander anymore. I dont really know how to reassure myself that he does indeed still love me. He did tell me that he does, but he also said that it was not the same as it used to be. Im wondering…

I sit here on the verge of tears because of some stupid girl. Who got all upset that I dont believe in witchcraft. Yeah ok aura's and such are something we have because of our souls and what not but to actually cast a spell or to enter someone's dreams. Please. First of all Im…

April 11, 2000 by Alexander in an email:When I came to youI had nothing.Then you offeredme your heartand I had everything.I could feel your soulwithin mine.My life had meaning.You became my reasonfor being.You were my dawn inthe morning.You were my single staron a clear night.You were the scentof...

God! Those have to be like the worst words you can ever be told. Its so cliche. How do you tell a person that? Its so not true. If it was you then you would fix it if you still loved that person. .....So my Its not you, its me thing happened last night. Alex…