Pre 2013

so i did actually pass my exams. i am actually a doctor! wahoo! but now comes other stress, and there are no excuses any more. i cannot use exams as a reason... but just to clarify- i am officially that girl that organised her wedding whilst sitting finals and managed to pass. which makes me…

birthday week is upon me. i havent updated in a while and i figure now is about as good a time as ever. last couple of weeks with ST have been a bit emotional but we've both talked it out a bit here and there and everything feels good again. ive been uber frustrated with…

who am i supposed to talk to who wont think im just making excuses. i kept my problems quiet when i was a teenager because i didnt like feeling like i was making excuses. i didnt want people accusing me of making excuses for myself. because i wasnt. but i knew thats what people would…

i came here today because i didnt want to be on my own when india won the championship. i didnt want to feeling out of the loop from being indian. i came here to celebrate WITH my boyfriend, who i know it passionate about it. he clearly didnt want me to come from the offset.…

i thought i had it lucky. that my boyfriend understood. that he understood how inexperienced i was. that i didnt really know what i was doing. that everything i did took time. and that i needed more of it. and that maybe when i was ready. i thought he knew that when i give him…

this may not be as deep as past theories have been. but nevertheless, its things ive noticed and want to document.   THERE ARE 3 TYPES OF GIRLS IN THE WORLD. shows like sex and the city and how i met your mother and friends...they try to make out there are more..that its more complex...daddy...

i need to write my cancer project all over again. i just cant get going. i dont know why...it should be easy enough...maybe thats why though. I cant write with no pressure. and i wouldnt say my best writing was when i was under pressure, i would say i just find it easier to flow.…

 now this is something that has begun to bother me. so much that i couldnt sleep last night. and i think if im not sleeping, it warrants an entry. it WILL be in italics, because this is addressed to the members of this website. let me clarify one thing first. THIS DIARY IS PERSONAL. IT…

i feel so much better. Hazzah!

i want to write but i have nothing to say. no drama. no problems. no nothing. valentines day was mundane. i had my gynae appointment but that was as to be expected. went swimming with SL yesterday. made up a new game. awesome stuff. we use her rubber bracelet and face towards the jacuzzi and…